Friday, October 31, 2014

and later.... after dawn....

































































































this morning..... right before dawn....













































































































this is what i opened my eye to this morning!
across from my bed, the little flowers in perfect light 
right before dawn
reminding of the walk i had yesterday.

it brought a smile to my face.

Im thinking....
if
mornings always come
then there is a promise
for unknowns yet to come

then
I should trust the universe
that there is always light
that darkness can become bright

so
there is always a chance
to start again
to learn to walk on earth
like a beginner
to wander and to trust.

i make a wish now
to be a beginner every single morning
and not take anything for granted

amen



Thursday, October 30, 2014

just when.......





   ....... the caterpillar thought the world is over, it became a butterfly!



three months of living far.......


three months and I’m still standing here
three months and am I getting better?
three months and I still am not
three months and it’s still harder now

three months I’ve been living far
three months I’ve been far with my body but not heart
three months and I’m still breathing heavy in tears when i think of you
three months and I still remember it in disbelief
three months and I wake up wishing it never happened

dear ....how far did you go?